it's enough now

it's enough now

i'm sorry


i never realised what an asshole i am at heart. i tell myself that i'm a caring person and that i'm not selfish. that's further from the truth than i ever realised.

sorry i didn't take your invite seriously i read it properly to make it important. what was i thinking - it's my best friend's b'day for christ sake. i would be devo if you did this to me - and yet you never would.

in saying this - you don't deserve a friend like me. a friend who will hurt you and not treat you like the divine best friend that you are.

i'm sorry if this has ended our friendship for you - i understand if it's the last straw. i understand completey.

and to say sorry is not enough - because if i was sorry the first few times, i wouldn't have keep on treating you less than what you are. so i will not be the victim - i love ya lots...i'm sorry la.

i was a fish

ok, completely over that fuckwit now...and moving on

went to tom's animal party last night! loads of fun, pinatas and boys in costumes humping each other. the later a bit weird, but hilarious :)

and i told tom i was disappointed in his palm trees. i take that back. they were pretty cool!!

here's to the toga party

oh well

i broke it off with laurie about 10 days ago...can't remember if i've already written that.

i miss him a lil', but it just doesn't work. it'll be okay soon :) and i love being me!!

they say that breaking up is hard to do

no shit!

and i'm over it! full stop.

the hardest thing

its hard to do the hardest thing to do... actually it sucks leading up to it

anyhow, had an awesome time in margaret river with ang, liz and matt. we went down to Mammoth Cave and saw fossils of mega-fauna and tasmanian tigers. even! an crocodile's head. freakin awesome :)

and here is a pic of the 3 of us at the michael buble concert last month

what can i say....

reminds me of me :)

being whingy

i think i'm getting sick...fingers crossed i've just over done it. but i feel whingy, so best you don't contact me :)


liz's birthday today. Happy Birthday!!! ( that is your 3rd happy bday now, so no more until next year). we're going to a bollywood restaraunt then going to see sex in the city. it looks good....exciting!!

went on a date with laurie on monday night, which was great :)